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Tuesday, August 15th, 2006
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9:47 pm
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| Wednesday, September 21st, 2005
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2:38 am
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I love you all. Be careful and keep in touch with me. My cell is being a bitch so call my mom's if you need me and I dont return it from my cell. 771 2098 Still call my cell and I will call you back. My mom, my animals and I are going to Marble Falls tomorrow night or thrus morning. God speed to everyone.
Sarah
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| Wednesday, September 7th, 2005
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3:11 pm
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| Saturday, July 23rd, 2005
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1:50 am
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I just want you around…I just want you around… I just want you around… I just want you around… When I thought that I had lost you, I could hardly make a sound…When I thought I couldn't hold you, I knew the world had let me down/Should've took the time and told you, you keep my feet on the ground/I hope that you can hear me, 'cause I know it's not profound…I just want you around…I just need you around…
When I thought I was without you, I got used to being down it was my fault I used to doubt you, but that ain't me next time around/Please believe me when I tell you, 'cause all my words are bound/This is my cross now let me bear it/I was lost but now I've found, found, found…I just want you around…I just need you around…I just want you around…I just need you around…
Took this love for granted, kept my feelings underground/Should've watered what I planted, should've known what I had found/I'm not used to being lonely, I don't like the way it sounds/You're the only one I know yeah, who don't turn my up side down…I just want you around…I just need you around…I just want you around…I just need you around…I just want you around… I just need you around…I just want you around…I just need you around…I just want you around, I just want you around, I just need you around, I just want my man around, I just want you around, I just need you around, I just want you around, I just want you around, I just want you around, I just want you around, just want you around…
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| Tuesday, July 19th, 2005
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1:08 am
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| Saturday, July 16th, 2005
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3:50 am - Here I am, once again, I’m torn into pieces
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I should have held on tight I never should've let you go I did nothing I was stupid I was foolish I was lying to myself I could not fathom that I would ever Be without your love Never imagined I'd be Sitting here beside myself
I never felt The feeling that I'm feeling now Now that I don't Hear your voice Or even touch or even kiss your lips Cause I don't have a choice What I wouldn't give To have you lying by my side
We belong together When you left I lost a part of me It's still so hard to believe Come back baby please We belong together
Who else am I gonna lean on When times get rough Who's gonna talk to me Till the sun comes up Who's gonna take your place Baby nobody else We belong together I can't sleep at night When you're all on my mind Bobby Womack's on the radio Singing to me 'If you think you're lonely now' Wait a minute This is too deep, too deep I gotta change the station So I turn the dial Trying to catch a break And then I hear Babyface
I only think of you And it's breaking my heart I'm trying to keep it together But I'm falling apart I'm feeling all out of my element I'm throwing things Crying Trying to figure out Where the hell I went wrong The pain reflected in this song Ain't even half of what I'm feeling inside I need you Need you back in my life baby
current mood: hurt
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| Wednesday, July 6th, 2005
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5:54 pm
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You can ask me 3 questions, anything. No matter how personal, dirty, private or random - I have to answer them honestly. In return, you have to post this message in your own LJ and you have to answer the questions that are asked of you.
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| Wednesday, June 29th, 2005
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10:50 pm
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It's so easy to hate myself right now. All I have to do is think about how I used to know the sound of a smile in the voice that ment the world to me. And how I am 4 hours away right now because it started to drive me crazy. Then also to remember how fucked up in the head things can get and how they ruin other things and people. And not to forget I am dull, rusty, broken and tattered right down to my fucking soul.
Alone
current mood: fuck off
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5:02 am - I was told that I am talented...
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| Sunday, June 19th, 2005
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5:50 pm - This is an e-mail I got the other day
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Subject: Why can't I own a Canadian???!!
Why can't I own a Canadian?
Background:
Laura Schlessinger is a US radio personality who dispenses advice to people who call in to her radio show. Recently, she said that as an observant Christian alternate lifestyles are an abomination according to Leviticus 18:22 and cannot be condoned in any circumstance. The following is an open letter to Dr. Laura penned by a US resident, which was posted on the Internet.
Dear Dr. Laura:
Thank you for doing so much to educate people regarding God's Law. I have learned a great deal from your show, and I try to share that knowledge with as many people as I can. When someone tries to defend the homosexual lifestyle, for example, I simply remind them that Leviticus 18:22 clearly states it to be an abomination. End of debate. I do need some advice from you, however, regarding some of the specific laws and how to follow them.
a) When I burn a bull on the altar as a sacrifice, I know it creates a pleasing odour for the Lord (Lev. 1:9). The problem is my neighbours. They claim the odour is not pleasing to them. Should I smite them?
b) I would like to sell my daughter into slavery, as sanctioned in Exodus 21:7. In this day and age, what do you think would be a fair price for her?
c) I know that I am allowed no contact with a woman while she is in her period of menstrual uncleanliness (Lev. 15:19-24). The problem is, how do I tell? I have tried asking, but most women take offence.
d) Lev. 25:44 states that I may indeed possess slaves, both male and female, provided they are purchased from neighbouring nations. A friend of mine claims that this applies to Mexicans, but not Canadians. Can you clarify? Why can't I own Canadians?
e) I have a neighbour who insists on working on the Sabbath. Exodus 35:2 clearly states he should be put to death. Am I morally obligated to kill him myself?
f) A friend of mine feels that even though eating shellfish is an abomination (Lev. 11:10), it is a lesser abomination than homosexuality. I don't agree. Can you settle this?
g) Lev. 21:20 states that I may not approach the altar of God if I have a defect in my sight. I have to admit that I wear reading glasses. Does my vision have to be 20/20, or is there some wiggle room here?
h) Most of my male friends get their hair trimmed, including the hair around their temples, even though this is expressly forbidden by Lev.19:27. How should they die?
i) I know from Lev. 11:6-8 that touching the skin of a dead pig makes me unclean, but may I still play football if I wear gloves?
j) My uncle has a farm. He violates Lev. 19:19 by planting two different crops in the same field, as does his wife by wearing garments made of two different kinds of thread (cotton/polyester blend). He also tends to curse and blaspheme a lot. Is it really necessary that we go to all the trouble of getting the whole town together to stone them? (Lev.24:10-16) Couldn't we just burn them to death at a private family affair like we do with people who sleep with their in-laws? (Lev. 20:14)
I know you have studied these things extensively, so I am confident you can help. Thank you again for reminding us that God's word is eternal and unchanging. Your devoted disciple and adoring fan.
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| Tuesday, June 14th, 2005
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5:16 pm
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Hope is mine. Love is for Kristen. Strength is for Jo.
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| Tuesday, June 7th, 2005
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1:33 am - Somebody fucking slit my throat and get it over with already
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I hate everything about myself. And the worst part is I will do nothing to change me either. Sucks. Double edge sword.
I tried. I really did. I put every bit of me into it. I gave all I had and more. Bad thing is though...the parts of me that arent so shiny and bright made me not worth the time. The parts of my that were kinda dull and rusty made me disposable. I understand completely that is takes more than love to keep something alive....which is why I am sitting here alone in a loft in Austin. All I have left is a wet t-shirt and a head full of memories of a love that died along with my spirt and determination.
Sarah Renee Sckittone
current mood: crushed
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| Monday, April 18th, 2005
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8:20 pm - Fucking Glasses
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| Sunday, March 27th, 2005
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3:49 am - I'm going to miss Tommy and Jason.
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Tonight was a fun night.
Almost no drama.
::knocks on wood::
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| Monday, March 21st, 2005
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4:44 am - wet grass
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Well if you wanted honesty that's all you had to say. I never want to let you down or have you go- it's better off this way. For all the dirty looks, for photographs your boyfriend took. Remember when you broke your foot from jumping out the scond floor? I'm not okay. I'm not, okay. I'm not okay, you wear me out. What will it take to show you that it's not the life it seems? (I'm not okay) I told you time and time again you sing the words (I'm not okay), but don't know what it means to be a joke and look another line without a hook. I held you close as we both shook. For the last time, take a good hard look. I'm not okay. I'm not, okay. I'm not okay, you wear me out. Forget about the dirty looks, the photographs your boyfriend took. You said you read me like a book, well the pages all are torn and frayed out. I'm okay, I'm o-kay. I' m okay now (I'm okay now). But you really didn't listen to me because I'm telling you the truth, I mean this I'm okay- trust me. I'm not okay. I'm not okay. Well, I'm not okay, I'm not o' fucking kay. I'm not okay. I'm not okay (okay).
current mood: numb
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| Thursday, March 17th, 2005
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1:07 am
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I'm at Evelyn's house.
3 parties in the next 3 days.
Great shit. I can make 2 of em i think.
If someone drives me up there.


current mood: sick
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| Wednesday, March 9th, 2005
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9:17 pm
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Jo & I at Evelyn's.
We went to a bonfire last night for Josh.
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| Sunday, March 6th, 2005
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5:48 pm
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Amanda's party was great shit!
There are always little problems, but most of last night was funny.
David you are the greatest.
Much love to Courtney and Nick too!
Kristen's new name is "Twinkles" and Courtney is her owner.
Evelyn is a crazy drunk.
Michelle and Tracie are sexy.
Lissa is fucking awesome!!!!!!
heh heh. Great shit last night
current mood: pleased
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| Tuesday, March 1st, 2005
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2:53 pm
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| Monday, February 28th, 2005
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4:59 pm - If Only
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Imagine there's no heaven It's easy if you try No hell below us Above us only sky Imagine all the people Living for today... Imagine there's no countries It isn't hard to do Nothing to kill or die for And no religion too Imagine all the people Living life in peace... You may say I'm a dreamer But I'm not the only one I hope someday you'll join us And the world will be as one Imagine no possessions I wonder if you can No need for greed or hunger A brotherhood of man Imagine all the people Sharing all the world... You may say I'm a dreamer But I'm not the only one I hope someday you'll join us And the world will live as one
current mood: exhausted
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